Long entry for sure.
I've not blogged for quite a no. of days. So, hello.
The truth was all out this morning.
Of course, I felt horrible that I had someone to call me and kajo me at 5a.m.
Honestly I was quite prepared for it.
I say, most bungs are hypocrites.
I am 16 and I am homosexual.
Just tell me, why you love me?
Why are you hiding your friendship with her?
Promises and compromises are bullshit.
Never stick to your words.
I bet everyone she complains to, thinks I'm possesive. Or perhaps jealous.
My GOD. I did ever tell her that losing her won't bring any great impact to my life.
She called me childish and ridiculous.
Now I know, she thinks it's annoying when I complained abt my friends.
How wonderful. I love you.
Those words are no longer valid long long time ago.
I don't believe you. In fact, I never.
I ought to understand her friendship with that girl. -well, that's what that girl thinks.
I seemed like I'm the worse monster ever being loved.
We were meant to be together
I never believe in it.
Now that all truth are out, we can end it all.
I didn't slp ever since we got home at 2a.m.
I didn't mean to but I had to and that's how I found out.
I was D most happiest person ever but those were virtual.
Maybe I shouldn't take away people from who they want to mix or be friends with.
She told me this morning that I should enjoy the people arnd me and don't bother abt love 'cause they've been constantly hurting me. She thought I was strong and firmed when i handled the Raoulz Shirt to-.
I was too nice.
Now, I've learnt my lesson. We only learn after we experience it. Don't know why must this happen to me when I'm trying to study for my Ns.
I'm too tired to cry. Cried out loud at the balcony but it was only papa who heard me.
I didn't want to resort to pills because I've grown from it.
It'd be best if we hadn't know each other from the start.
The truth was all out this morning.
Of course, I felt horrible that I had someone to call me and kajo me at 5a.m.
Honestly I was quite prepared for it.
I say, most bungs are hypocrites.
I am 16 and I am homosexual.
Just tell me, why you love me?
Why are you hiding your friendship with her?
Promises and compromises are bullshit.
Never stick to your words.
I bet everyone she complains to, thinks I'm possesive. Or perhaps jealous.
My GOD. I did ever tell her that losing her won't bring any great impact to my life.
She called me childish and ridiculous.
Now I know, she thinks it's annoying when I complained abt my friends.
How wonderful. I love you.
Those words are no longer valid long long time ago.
I don't believe you. In fact, I never.
I ought to understand her friendship with that girl. -well, that's what that girl thinks.
I seemed like I'm the worse monster ever being loved.
We were meant to be together
I never believe in it.
Now that all truth are out, we can end it all.
I didn't slp ever since we got home at 2a.m.
I didn't mean to but I had to and that's how I found out.
I was D most happiest person ever but those were virtual.
Maybe I shouldn't take away people from who they want to mix or be friends with.
She told me this morning that I should enjoy the people arnd me and don't bother abt love 'cause they've been constantly hurting me. She thought I was strong and firmed when i handled the Raoulz Shirt to-.
I was too nice.
Now, I've learnt my lesson. We only learn after we experience it. Don't know why must this happen to me when I'm trying to study for my Ns.
I'm too tired to cry. Cried out loud at the balcony but it was only papa who heard me.
I didn't want to resort to pills because I've grown from it.
It'd be best if we hadn't know each other from the start.
